Today's tuesday, its cold, and snowy, again... the days seem to be getting colder, will spring ever come... I go out to my car and my hands get numb in the 30 seconds im outside, Like ive said before all it does is fricken snow... lalala... anyways, I'm working a double shift today, im going to be hurting in the morning thats for sure...  ohh well i did it last week too, its a routine thing for me.... i should just try and work the whole thing and then work again in the morning, haha... tommorows my friday (the day before my two days off) so it will be nice... anyways what else is new... work was slow, today, spent a lot of time just sittin here waiting, and thinking and waiting, this is nice when it is dead here, it gives me a lot of time to think... think about the things i never think about anymore... think about the past, the present, the future... Think about how things coulda been if things were done differently... ohhh how i wish i could turn back the hands of time... sometimes at least... but life is funny in that way.... fate happens in the weirdest ways, some times some things are meant to be sometimes fate just puts you on hold... i try not to give up on certain possibilities but sometimes things look so bleek i try and keep hope for the things i want so much for myself, but like i said fate will guide me in whatever direction it has for me.... ohhhhhhh.... so anyways here i sit at work, its not bad here, the guys on 2nd shift are cool... were getting ready to order some food im starving!! the snow continues to fall, ahh at least im getting paid to hang out with cool people in a sense, and i dont have to shovel snow, lolol.... it's good to work OT... nice amount of extra dough next week which will be very nice... the springs coming... I know this cuz my b-day is almost here, plus... it gets lighter earlier in the day... and darker later WHOO HOO!! I cant wait til spring time... no more snow, no more salt, no more ice, or anything.... just warmth me and my rocket, whoo yeah! so anyways today i went out for lunch and i was listening to my new rufio CD when all of a sudden i said, i want to hear "Road to Recovery" on the old Rufio CD... So i popped it in. and began listening to it... MAN that is prolly the best song i have ever heard... THose guys Kick so much ASS its unreal i will post the lyrics below when im done writing my book... LoL... So today my girlfriend IM's me while im at work, and shes like bitchin about her computer not working, so of course not only does she vent to me, I've gotta walk her through the issue... so, She's sitting there and she literally wont SHUT UP!!! so finally she gets done and i tell her how to resolve her little problem, and shes like oh... thats not so bad... now is it... lolol!! some people get so crazy when it comes to a computer but the truth is, theres nothing to worry about... most issues are pretty easy to be resolved... ahhh i dont know.... yay we're ordering food yay for food food is good... im a tired lil Geek.... ooohh my LINUX Lanyards are coming... they should be here in a few days i cant wait whoo hoo!!! yayayayay!lol im, a lunatic... lol So Chrystal's leaving me for NYC... shes leaving =( but she'll be back in march for the concert yyayayayyay! lol lolol ::Looks over at the clock... 17:00...:: 5 1/2 more hours to go...  now its raining out... next it will be snowing, then raining... typical for NY i guess... fricken weather sucks... so anyways... I think either this weekend or next weekend im getting tattood again... I want a saying on my back to go with my Star but i cant think of a good saying... im crazy...  i know... lol... So the kid next to me i work with is hooking me up with a CD wityh a shit load of bands im psyched! whoo hooo.... lol. ok so yea... I just ate, i feel like a blimp but im full, so its ok i guess... ill be set for the night and i will sleep through the evening here, only to wake up here, to have to come back here... in case u forgot... here is work... lol!!! whattaya gonna do.... do they consider this to be dedication?? i hope so they better not ever say, u dont throw ur hat into the mix ever, cuz ill tell em where to shove it real fast hahaha... nahh everyones good people here... I just get all crazy with all this over time... anyways i think about to get off of here and go... sit and watch myself get fat or something lol... im so bored... BTW heres the Lyrics, Like em, or FORGET U!



RUFIO - Road to Recovery

He never thought someone would come along, and show him the feelings he's always dreamed of. She didn't plan on falling in love, upset the balance she's wanted so long. This road to recovery, has taken all i have. It seems hard as i try, to succumb once again, again. Well he lost control and gave up his heart, to follow the girl that he's always dreamed of. She pulled away so scared of a love, that might have been more than she had planned on. This road to recovery, has taken all i have. It seems hard as i try, to succumb once again, again. Well love's a bitch, relationships end. What happens now when that person's gone? The one who you thought you could always count on. You fall in love and they fall out. Love is a bitch, all relationships end. How do i let go of a love that meant so much to me? How do i go on when you're part of me? I'm dying inside each time i see you. Don't lose sight of me cuz you're all I see. You're still all I see. This road to recovery has taken all I have. This road to recovery has taken all I have, taken all I have.