®Tuesday nights are not meant to be spent here at work, but obviously this tuesday night is meant to be spent here... See it's snowing out, and the weather is shitty, and people I work with believe that when 1 flake of snow falls on the ground that they cannot make it in... so unfortunately I get stuck here working a double shift here. 2 people called in today, so that means myself and another person from first shift have to stay and cover for second shift as well. It really sucks being stuck here, the only thing I can honestly think of right now is sleeping, I want to go to sleep so bad right now, I'm so tired I want to pass out right here and sleep, but I know I'd get in trouble for that, we just had chinese food, which was delivered through the storm... (the snow doesnt affect those guys) So, Here I sit, with the continual humming of servers and the faint sound of Rock n Roll from the Radio station, with the occasional sound of someone walking around or the occasional voice, or phone ringing... other  than that its been a quiet evening here so far. I'm supposed to go out with the boys tommorow, but the more i think about it, the more I dont think I am going out with them, I just know when I get in tommarow im just going to sleep, and sleep and not move from that bed until the night is over... So I think I'm going to give them a rain check and tell em maybe another time, we'll go to new paltz or somewhere local to my house or something... Work is slowly progressing on, and I'm just getting more and more tired. I wish I could go home and just shave and shower right now. I need a shower so bad it is unreal. I'm a mess.... I hate the fact that these people call in everytime It snows, not that I dont mind making extra money its just that I'd like to relax a little bit myself, tommarow's wednesday aka Friday... So Maybe I'll hit up the bar tommarow night by myself... Finnegans bar right next to my house, grab a beer and drink to my health, but that it... I dont know I just wish I was home, I actually for once miss my girlfriend and wish I was with her right now... I wish I was with someone, cuz im really tired and I want to fall asleep... I hate this shit luckily i dont hgave to go to the doctor on thursday, I go on Friday this time which is a nice thing so I wont get butchered on thursday... I'm going to start reading the motorcycle permit book again, and take the test ASAP So I can work on taking the class to get my liscence and stuff... I want a motorcycle so bad, no one has any clue... I wont want anything else I promise... hehe, im working so hard to get the money put away... its going to be nice, cuz this extra money will be in next weeks check which is good i could definetly use it... We'll see what happens in time I will get one... My dad will help me, It's going to be like the last time They help me with anything then I will be on my own looking for my own place and what not, thats going to be a trip, I'm thinking of asking my girls brother if he and his g/f are interested in getting a place together with my girl... it would save on costs thats for sure... we will see what happens... Getting a place is going to be so different. It's going to be a real trip getting a place together, living together and what not, I just hope it works out for the best, and I dont got to pay 1,000's of dollars every month for crap we'll see sheesh... its almost 8:00pm... only a few more hours to go... then I can go home and go to sleep and rest and  relax for 7 hours before i come back here at 07:00 in the morning... anyways... I'm tired, I'm going to go take a walk around the building for a lil bit... and maybe grab a cup of coffee or something, I'll write more later... No Lyrics for tonight, I'm too tired and lazy to post em right now, I'll post later! LatErz

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