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So, It's been about 6 days since I've last blogged... I've been so busy, like seriously busy... My parents went down to florida, to look for a new house, to move into, but the last time i talked to them the search wasnt going to well, I guess that buys me more time, for 1 to buy a motorcycle, and 2 look for a place of my own. So... I've been dealing with all kinds of shit, cleaning, taking out the garbage, doing the laundry, (for everyone in my house) and worst of all cleaning up after my brother... my brother is a pig... the first night the kid made tuna fish, he left the tuna can that he knocked on the floor, on the floor still... he makes himself fuckin protein shakes, and he doesnt clean up his messes, and dont even get me started on his room... jeeezz... so, anyways, the night before my parents went to florida, we talked about the motorcycle, and it was kind of an argument, but it ended easy, and turned into a nice convo... so, I'm now sort of thinking about looking for a mobile home, as living in an apartment may be a lost cause... but anyways, my mom called me a few minutes before they left for Florida, and told me that when they got back home they'd help me look for a bike, which is really cool... So... I'm happy, plus, I paid my bills today, and I got a good amount of money in my bank acct. last night, I was supposed to go out with Tom, and the guys, but Toms sister went into labor, and that scratched that soo..... I guess I'm better off, so me and my brother went out to dinner last night, and then went back home, I went up stairs and played video games for a while and went back down stairs where i fell asleep on the recliner, I woke up this morning, with a decent amount of sleep... I was happy about that, lately I've been getting woken up around 4:00am to let the friggen dogs out and feed the cats and dogs and shit... so an extra 3 hours of sleep was nice, i guess the dogs slept late hehe... so anyways... the weather has been really crazy lately, between the snow and rain, and then warm weather, and cold weather, I dont know, I cant keep up with it.... Spring is only a few days away though.... Spring and warm weather make me happy.... I like spring for a few reasons... The weather is warm... Girls dress in belly shirts, and show more skin... I can roll the windows down in my car =) and the nights get longer, plus it means that im going to be going on Vacation soon... Im prolly going to lake george, but it may get changed, we may go to Jersey, or somewhere like that if that gets scrapped, I don't care I just wanna relax a lil bit... Todays been a pretty good day though, i went paid some bills and stuff, and sat and watched TV, I watched two good movies, I watched Charlotte Gray, which is about WW2 and Nazis and stuff, which is one of my interests, and then I watched MEN IN BLACK 2 Very Funny Movie!! I thought it was hilarious... So now, I'm watching 10 things I hate about u... this is a cute flick, with me having nothing to do, I am just sitting here, watching TV bored... bored bored... anyways what else... so much to talk about... ohhh yeah... I was looking for a t-shirt in my brothers dresser, and i moved over one of his shirts, and there was like a handful of condoms, out of the wrapper, and condom wrappers my jaw just dropped, I don't know if he used them or not... but I guess he's really doing "it" with his girlfriend, one thing that I'm not with mine... thats for sure... I guess im better off not getting any, cuz for one its just another distraction in my relationship... plus i really dont care whether or not im going to get any or not... umm... ohh yeah me and Brynne are beginning to talk again more and more... im also beginning to pop online more and more to look for her... I really enjoy talking to her... shes perfect in every which way possible... I'm so happy when i talk to her... and i still think truthfully she feels the same way... shes just reluctant cuz shes got a boyfriend... I want to dissappear for a couple days not tell anyone where im going or anything... and just go and see her, just to touch her for 5 minutes would be pure bliss... to kiss her, would be heaven, and to smell her skin, would make me cry with happiness, and truthfull i think it would be the same exact way for her too... Its just a matter of time, before my life takes an odd turn... and me and my G/f Break up... and .... the rest will be history and I will drive to TX. and elope with the girl of my dreams... ahahahaha just a matter of time... I love her sooooo dearly... she's all i think about, all i want... So anyways tommarow my parents will be home, then we will take about this bike, id like to go down to jersey and take a look at the bike and if the price is right i will buy it... anyways, tonight, i am going to wal-mart, and im picking up Schindlers List, that is one of the most amazing movies i've ever seen. I love that movie, the funny thing is, Brynne, loves it too... one more reason why i think we are honestly meant for each other... anyways, Time's ticken, and i gotta get runnin... I got to meet my g/f at 3:30 so we can go out and get some food, then I will come back here tonight and clean up the house a little more, so the house looks decent for my parents when they come home. It's back to work for me tommarow, whooopie I cant wait... Well gotta run... adios my friends its been fun!!
Mattｮ
Lyrics for Today:
The Early November - I want to hear you sad.
These eyes
They're strongly covered in disguise.
They池e waiting on the real, time again.
You値l see
That no one knows for sure.
For all of this,
I知 better off without you.
Do you regret, so, your loneliness?
This ride
Is drifting slowly to the side.
We池e swerving off the road,
Going past the cones.
That warns us from the start.
For all of this,
I知 better off without you.
Do you regret,so, your loneliness?
For all of this,
I知 better off without you.
Do you regret all your loneliness?
(Background) Every day goes, every night goes,
Every day goes, every night goes,
Every day goes, every night.
(Lead) On and on,
We sing this song the entire day,
That痴 oh so long.
Every night we sing this song for you.
For all of this,
I知 better off without you.
Do you regret, so, your loneliness?
For all of this,
I知 better off without you.
Do you regret, so, your loneliness?
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