I'm Working, Oh how I love working, especially at 03:30 in the morning... I slept at my girlfriends house this evening/last evening, and woke up around 10 minutes to 2 to get to work at 03:00, well on my way into work, what happens.... I Get Pulled over!! Wonderful!! I knew I was, I was around like 30 cops from the minute I left her house, luckily he was a suprisingly nice guy, and wasnt a dick... he was just bustin chops/doing his job, making sure I wasnt a drunk... I mean I understand where hes coming from I mean 2 in the morning, only car on the road... I May be drunk... So he's just doin his job... I understand it... it's cool, he just told me to get rid of the blue lights in my corners of my car... So... I was like alright, no problem... Anyways, yeah well SO Much from MY FRIDAY(Wednesday) I'm working tonight/this morning (thursday) and I'm working Friday as well... Ohhh Joy! I'm so lucky... but the minute I wanted to switch days off with someone it can't be done... Whatever... anyways... what else is new, me and my girlfriend played the game life... she's like a lil kid sometimes, the little things get her off, lol... games, and such... So that was fun, then we passed out, Man I didnt wanna wake up... It was so comfortable, but all I kept dreaming about was, work, work, work, work, work... lol, The guys already call me 7-11 cuz I'm here 24/7, lol now I'm living up to it by working a 7 day a week schedule... ughh.... ::Sigh:: What else is new, nothing really... I cant wait til spring, march is almost here, then I can start running some more, cuz it will be getting warm... Hrmm what else is new, Oh yeah, I got a nice little Letter from Chrystal, she was saying hello, and what not, it's nice to know shes still out there... not like anyone else is... I'm considering writing Brynne, a hand written letter... Just really telling her how much not talking to her has eaten me up inside... I wonder if she wil even read it, or will it be sent back to me... What does everyone think?? if anyone even reads this shit... Should I write her?? Or should I just forget about it... I think by me writing her, it will really close a true chapter in my life with her... God I've known her for 10 years Online, and I really, really fell for her, I wanted so badly to meet her, and treat her the way her boyfriend never did; Like a Queen... Guess I'll never have that chance... Oh yeah off the subject but another reason why I'm madd about working too is the fact that I was supposed to go out with Thom Tonight, and Hit up the Bars and have a lil fun... I called him to cancel, he's prolly there right now, Oh well... LoL hopefully hes having a good time, not getting too messed up... lol I'm glad I wasnt doing anything stupid when I was driving to work, or I might have been in some serious trouble myself... Guess some things are meant to happen for a reason... anyways... ughh... here it is 04:00 its been an hour... all I am doing is basically sitting here though... I like writing iny My Blog, it allows me to express the shit I cant to everyone else. Life is so Weird sometimes I swear I wish I could look into the future to see what is really going to happen I live on these kinds of things... Ohh before I went to work, I took an extended trip up route 9 for 2 reasons, 1 to see if Mccoys was open (grab one before work) and 2. to see the Bridge... I dont know if I ever explained my reason behind the bridge so here goes, a long time ago when I was with shannon, one night, she took me down to the waterfront, and we were like right next to the bridge, and It was the most beautiful thing I think I ever saw in my life, aside from her face... It was really nice, even though we were there for like 10 minutes... The Bridge was all lit up that night... all kinds of colors and what not, it was so perfect. so every now and again, any chance I get at night, I like to go by it, It reminds me of her, of the nights we had, and of the old days... the good ol' days, god im some hopeless romantic or something... lol... so anyways the bridge wasnt that lit up tonight, but it still brought her back to my thoughts... ::Sigh:: so anyways what else is new, not really a lot, tattoo is almost completely healed... which is cool its healing nicely... I had to reschedule my doctors appoitment cuz I gotta work tonight... tommarow, I gotta go to get my Oil Changed, and I'm going to stop up at half time, and take a look at the beers they have... lol...  they have 1,000 beers!! WoW!! thats a lot of beer... So, hrmm, anyways I got some more lyrics for tonights blog, they kind of bring up, what happened between me and brynne, so here we go, until the next chance I have to write here, have a great one!!

You're all I see these days
But you're so far away
This dream is never ending,
you're falling through my broken mind.
I've been caught up this time
Finally show wings of passion
these shattered eyes.
It's broken over the thought of leaving you
But I must go.

Inside my heart 
I'm making, spend time on
Others faking
you've stolen my heart 
and trapped my mind.
And giving in
to you, I'm lost again
I see there is no difference
We're still alone

(chorus)
So, come home with me tonight.
We'll lay til dark turns light.
Can't find this feeling in myself
I've lost the guts
The wave, you're gone
silence, leave us
The wave, you're gone
follow me home.

Something strange
in me, I feel the same
for you, but there is no difference
we're still alone.
There is no need
in crying
There is no need
in dying
It makes no difference
we're still alone

(chorus)
So, come home with me tonight.
We'll lay til dark turns light.
Can't find this feeling in myself
I've lost the guts
The wave, you're gone
silence, leave us
The wave, you're gone
follow me home.

So, come home with me tonight.
We'll lay til dark turns light.
Can't find this feeling in myself
I've lost the guts
The wave you're gone
silence leave us
The wave you're gone
follow me home.

The wave you're gone
silence leave us
You may, if you're gone.