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Name: Matt
Location: Beacon/Poughkeepsie, NY
Occupation: Information Technologies/LAN Administration.
DOB: 2/13/83(Finally 21)
Sex: Male
Languages: English, Some Spanish, and Pourtugese.
Todays Mood: Mildly Tired, happy.
CD of the day: Sum 41 - Does this Look infected?
Tattoos: 2
Peircings: 2 (1 for each ear)
Hair Color: Dark Brown (practically Black)
Eyes: Brown
Weight: 165
Height: 5'10
Marital Status: Taken =0
Facial hair: Goatee
Glasses: Yes - emo StyLe (Black Framed)
Clothing: Polo Jeans, T-shirt, Black Element hat. Sneakers, Fleece pullover
Drinking: Dasani Water.
Car: '02 Ford Focus ZX5


   

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Feb 22, 2004
Terror On the Intercom... Can Someone Save us?

Good Morning, Another Wonderful day is upon us as usual... Today is sunday, a typical sunday at that, I am stuck at work, as usual doing basically nothing, It's fairly quiet, aside from the fact that theres someone on the other side of the room, who talks quite loud when he's on the phone... aside from that though, It's a quiet day with a small amount of problems coming through which is nice... I think I slept in an uncomfortable position last night, because my left left (thigh area) is in a lot of pain, whether I'm sitting or moving around. It's bugging me a lot, I don't know why it hurts so much but it does, anyways, last night me and my g/f went out and grabbed a bite to eat at this little restaurant/bar down the road from me, and I had told her when we were on our way, that, this guy at my job had told me that rap star DMX was there last night and performed a small show, I believed him a little bit but considering the size of this place, I doubted his words, well, When my girlfriend and I went in, she asked the Hostess, if DMX did really come and perform, and sure enough she said Yes, My Jaw just dropped! Apparently the owner of the restaurant has more restaurants/bars down in the westchester area, and DMX is a good friend of the owner, I was stunned! But apparently he performed around 2 in the morning... pretty interesting shit if you ask me. So anyways, we decided not to go to the movie last night, by the time we got out of dinner we both had decided we wanted to go home and lay down, so we headed home, and when we got in, her brother and mother were going through world war 3 basically a huge screaming match between the two, with him eventually leaving and her mother in a bitchy mood, basically her mom had went out the whole evening into part of the next day and came home eventually, and it was basically lack of sleep that caused her to act like a ticking time bomb, that eventually exploded, even taking her bitchieness out on my G/F as well as myself... once the arguing was over, we passed out til 10, then I went home, when I got in, I grabbed a bottle of Guinness and drank that while I played SOCOM... which my Online game came to an abrupt end cuz I kept getting disconnected from the server which pissed me off, so I decided to just play an off line game and whoop some ass on that, which I did... then around 12:30 I passed out I was beat, So I slept til about 6:15 and got up and headed to work, I stopped at the gas station this morning and picked up 2 bottles of water for the day, and some lil breakfast square thing, but by 9:30 I was hungry again, so I headed up to dunkins, and got a cup of coffee and a bagel... when I was in there I saw this guy Mike I used to work with, with his girlfriend, and we chatted for a few minutes, He's in his 30's and his girlfriends probably around 30... she's very good looking, hes a lucky guy lol... so then I headed back to work, and here I am, typing away, its almost 11:30, in a few minutes I'm going to be asked if I'm interested in lunch... which I will be at 12:00pm, so by the time i put actually eat it will be around 12:00-12:30... So yeah I'll be hungry... Tonight's going to be an ok night, me and my g/f will go grab a quick bite out and then just chill at her house. then I come back here and do it all over again tommarow. whoopee... but wednesday will be my friday so I look forward to that coming up... finally 2 days off, I've been working 7days straight so, its getting a lil hectic. Thursday night, me and a couple buddies from work are going to the Saki (Sake) bar and get a lil messed up, maybe flirt with the bar tenders lol!! so I'll post how that goes, also I gotta pick up them tickets for MEST soon, or chrystal will kill me, lol! well I guess i should get going, check out my randomly read Blogs section for other cool blogs... Adieu!

  MaTT
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PS New Lyrics for the day

Stabbing Westard - Waking up beside you.


 

I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself
You effervescent eyes have awakened me
and brushed the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay

So I memorized the color of your eyes
As I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined
As I drifted off beside you

I miss, God I miss
Waking up beside you

But now I cling to you
I'm so afraid
Afraid a day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promised that you'd not abandon me
And then kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day

But I memorized the way out eyes would meet
Reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette
As you slowly brushed your hair

I miss, God I miss
Waking up beside you

I've been so alone for so long
Forgot how much it hurts
To wake up so alone

But I'd memorized how warm your body felt
As you lay half asleep beside me.
And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room
And played upon your body

I miss, God I miss
Waking up beside you
I miss, God I miss
Waking up beside you


 

 


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Feb 21, 2004
With Hopes of starting over...

So, its Saturday... yesterday was ok, worked the whole day then went out to the olive garden and stuffed my face... I still feel full lol, Well the weathers getting warmer, and I'm getting back to my srping regiment, Water, Vegetables, and Fibre Diet, and anything that will help clean out my system... today when I came in to work it was warm, I was like ohh nice and I'm noticing the Geese are out which means the weather is progressively getting warmer as well... So that makes me happy, Februarys almost over, so... It's gettin warmer lol... Tonight we're going out to see that new lindsay lohan movie, something about a drama queen... I dont know truthfully, my G/F wants to see it... so... I don't know... if it was up to me, once i get out of here I'd like to go home and hammer back a couple beers... but... whattaya gonna do, lol, if I get home early tonight I will prolly have a few, while I play SOCOM... I haven't gotten to toy with my laptop yet, but I will be working on it during my lunch break... which will be coming soon, thank goodness. When I walked in last night, my laptop was sitting there and on top of my laptop, was a white and brown Element Hat, and my mail... I dont know if someone got me the hat as a gift, or what, I just left it there, cuz no one left a note saying I could have it... but we'll see... anyways, Works going well... Time is going by slow... but not too slow, Internet time is sorta limited cuz the supervisors here, so we gotta watch what we do. anyways, yeah so the day is slowly approaching 3:30, and we are slowly going towards the other side of that clock. I cant wait until we can go home, its really quiet today, hope it stays this way, but then again, one phone call could ruin the day So hopefully it stays quiet, and hopefully i can fix my computer while on lunch, and it doesnt turn into a big to-do... ya know... anyways last night I had a dream about Brynne, like this time we met, and I told her everything, and she kinda just looked at me like I didnt care, everyday that goes by I feel I should write her or something, but I dont know, shes probably not worth it... We'll see anyways I'm going to get out of here, I don't have much to write maybe more, will be written later, I don't know, Bye.
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Posted at 02:47 pm by FinDingEmo
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Feb 20, 2004
Over my head, from something I said... Completely misread, I'm better off dead!

So, Good Friday morning, I'm here at work... Ohh I love this place... well actually I dont mind working, its just the fact that I got to wait until thursday til my next day off which is going to suck, I'm working a 7 day work week this week... Anyways... The day is dragging on, and I'm hurting, yesterday I went to the gym again, that was fun... worked pretty hard, did chest and Abs, im feeling all tight, so thats good... anyways I called my house today, to ask my mom a question, and she told me that my computer is messed up so that made me a lil pissed off, anyways my g/f stayed over last night, and came over for dinner, that was cool, I think we just passed out... yesterday I took my car up to Mobile, and got the oil changed, and went to Half Time, and picked up a Mixed up six pack, which is a six pack which has different types of beers, Ive yet to try them but... I will probably tonight... lol... anyways what else is new, umm, just working really, its almost 3:30, so then I can get the heck out of here... THANK GOD! I want to go home... I really dont mind working but when I cant get at least 1 day off during the week, I get a lil PO'd.... So... what else is new... we're probably going to Ruby tuesdays tonight... that will be nice... what else is new... nothing really just Tired, can't wait to get out of here, and take a nap... that will be nice to do.... sometimes during the day it gets so quiet in here, that the only thing that is really heard is the constant humming from the servers and the Raised floor Air conditioners, to keep the wiring cool... It puts me to sleep sometimes when its this quiet, I mean the phone hasnt rang once since I walked in... so... If it stays quiet for the rest of the afternoon, I will be very happy. So I guess thats about it, I will write more tommarow, hopefully there will be something new to share, but probably not, take care!

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Posted at 04:16 pm by FinDingEmo
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Feb 19, 2004
I Should be sleeping but....

I'm Working, Oh how I love working, especially at 03:30 in the morning... I slept at my girlfriends house this evening/last evening, and woke up around 10 minutes to 2 to get to work at 03:00, well on my way into work, what happens.... I Get Pulled over!! Wonderful!! I knew I was, I was around like 30 cops from the minute I left her house, luckily he was a suprisingly nice guy, and wasnt a dick... he was just bustin chops/doing his job, making sure I wasnt a drunk... I mean I understand where hes coming from I mean 2 in the morning, only car on the road... I May be drunk... So he's just doin his job... I understand it... it's cool, he just told me to get rid of the blue lights in my corners of my car... So... I was like alright, no problem... Anyways, yeah well SO Much from MY FRIDAY(Wednesday) I'm working tonight/this morning (thursday) and I'm working Friday as well... Ohhh Joy! I'm so lucky... but the minute I wanted to switch days off with someone it can't be done... Whatever... anyways... what else is new, me and my girlfriend played the game life... she's like a lil kid sometimes, the little things get her off, lol... games, and such... So that was fun, then we passed out, Man I didnt wanna wake up... It was so comfortable, but all I kept dreaming about was, work, work, work, work, work... lol, The guys already call me 7-11 cuz I'm here 24/7, lol now I'm living up to it by working a 7 day a week schedule... ughh.... ::Sigh:: What else is new, nothing really... I cant wait til spring, march is almost here, then I can start running some more, cuz it will be getting warm... Hrmm what else is new, Oh yeah, I got a nice little Letter from Chrystal, she was saying hello, and what not, it's nice to know shes still out there... not like anyone else is... I'm considering writing Brynne, a hand written letter... Just really telling her how much not talking to her has eaten me up inside... I wonder if she wil even read it, or will it be sent back to me... What does everyone think?? if anyone even reads this shit... Should I write her?? Or should I just forget about it... I think by me writing her, it will really close a true chapter in my life with her... God I've known her for 10 years Online, and I really, really fell for her, I wanted so badly to meet her, and treat her the way her boyfriend never did; Like a Queen... Guess I'll never have that chance... Oh yeah off the subject but another reason why I'm madd about working too is the fact that I was supposed to go out with Thom Tonight, and Hit up the Bars and have a lil fun... I called him to cancel, he's prolly there right now, Oh well... LoL hopefully hes having a good time, not getting too messed up... lol I'm glad I wasnt doing anything stupid when I was driving to work, or I might have been in some serious trouble myself... Guess some things are meant to happen for a reason... anyways... ughh... here it is 04:00 its been an hour... all I am doing is basically sitting here though... I like writing iny My Blog, it allows me to express the shit I cant to everyone else. Life is so Weird sometimes I swear I wish I could look into the future to see what is really going to happen I live on these kinds of things... Ohh before I went to work, I took an extended trip up route 9 for 2 reasons, 1 to see if Mccoys was open (grab one before work) and 2. to see the Bridge... I dont know if I ever explained my reason behind the bridge so here goes, a long time ago when I was with shannon, one night, she took me down to the waterfront, and we were like right next to the bridge, and It was the most beautiful thing I think I ever saw in my life, aside from her face... It was really nice, even though we were there for like 10 minutes... The Bridge was all lit up that night... all kinds of colors and what not, it was so perfect. so every now and again, any chance I get at night, I like to go by it, It reminds me of her, of the nights we had, and of the old days... the good ol' days, god im some hopeless romantic or something... lol... so anyways the bridge wasnt that lit up tonight, but it still brought her back to my thoughts... ::Sigh:: so anyways what else is new, not really a lot, tattoo is almost completely healed... which is cool its healing nicely... I had to reschedule my doctors appoitment cuz I gotta work tonight... tommarow, I gotta go to get my Oil Changed, and I'm going to stop up at half time, and take a look at the beers they have... lol...  they have 1,000 beers!! WoW!! thats a lot of beer... So, hrmm, anyways I got some more lyrics for tonights blog, they kind of bring up, what happened between me and brynne, so here we go, until the next chance I have to write here, have a great one!!

MaTT®

Rufio - Follow Me
You're all I see these days
But you're so far away
This dream is never ending,
you're falling through my broken mind.
I've been caught up this time
Finally show wings of passion
these shattered eyes.
It's broken over the thought of leaving you
But I must go.

Inside my heart 
I'm making, spend time on
Others faking
you've stolen my heart 
and trapped my mind.
And giving in
to you, I'm lost again
I see there is no difference
We're still alone

(chorus)
So, come home with me tonight.
We'll lay til dark turns light.
Can't find this feeling in myself
I've lost the guts
The wave, you're gone
silence, leave us
The wave, you're gone
follow me home.

Something strange
in me, I feel the same
for you, but there is no difference
we're still alone.
There is no need
in crying
There is no need
in dying
It makes no difference
we're still alone

(chorus)
So, come home with me tonight.
We'll lay til dark turns light.
Can't find this feeling in myself
I've lost the guts
The wave, you're gone
silence, leave us
The wave, you're gone
follow me home.

So, come home with me tonight.
We'll lay til dark turns light.
Can't find this feeling in myself
I've lost the guts
The wave you're gone
silence leave us
The wave you're gone
follow me home.

The wave you're gone
silence leave us
You may, if you're gone.

Posted at 07:21 am by FinDingEmo
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Feb 17, 2004
You're all I See...I'm So Blind

Well, Today so far has been a good day, My girlfriend stayed the night last night, we grabbed a sixer of Mikes and headed home... not a bad evening... she cut my hair for me, then during the hair cut she all of a sudden got a really bad bloody nose... she get's them every now and again, I felt so bad, I held her head back and what not so it would help stop the bleeding, and after 10 minutes it finally stopped. We then popped into my bed, and I did her homework, then we passed out only to be woken up by the TV later on in the evening/morning... so i shut that off and passed back out, Then finally at 06:00 I had to wake up to go to work, Once i got to work i realized the parking lot was full, so i had to drive all the way around to the larger lot, which made me late for work... i love it! so finally i got to work, and now I'm here typing to u... Today I dont know if I am going to look at that computer, cuz the guy i initialy spoke to wasnt home and hasnt gotten back to me...so we'll see... anyways what else is new... work is ok, its almost wednesday (my friday!!) I cant wait... I was supposed to go to lake george this weekend but I cant cuz i gotta work and i cant find someone to cover... which sucks but ohh well soon enough we'll do something together... I'll prolly spend the night drinkin, and playin SOCOM! lol... So whats new... not a hell of a lot, same old stuff, really... I thought i would have more to write but I guess I don't well, I'm going to go then, have a nice day! bye bye!

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Feb 15, 2004
...Valentines Day Massacre...???

Contrary to my Title for today's entry, Valentines day was all but a massacre, it went by very well, My Girlfriend and I went to dinner last night in this little Italian restaurant, down from my house, they make the best home made Italian food,  She had the Chicken Marsala, I had the Penne Ala Vodka,  Dinner was very nice, we were going to go see "50 First Dates" but by the time we finished eating the only thing we thought was, lets go home and relax, and rest, so thats what we did, we went home, and passed out... It was Nice, but I just wish we could have done more... I'd really like to take her up to her fathers place in lake george for the weekend one weekend... so we could have a weekend completely alone... It would be nice... We will see... Thats where her brother and his girlfriend went along with his cousin, and his wife, and a friend and his g/f we coulda went but truthfully it would have been too crowded... Ok... here is the burning question, and I want to make sure I'm not turning into a raging alcoholic, but now that I am 21 I am dieing, to go out and drink... Do I just have to get it out of my system, or what?? I mean, I wanna go out with a friend and get shitfaced literally lol but maybe im just experiencing my new freedom for the first time, It felt so nice to come out the other night at the bar, and say "Can I get a Corona", knowing I can legally receive one... which I did... I dunno... I may hit up the gas station tonight, and pick up a mike's for the socom training I have tonight, I will be training my G/f's brother on Socom 2 from over the net, as long as all goes well... Anyways... Todays going well... its been slightly busy, and slow at the same time... We'll see how the rest of the day goes today... I've already had my Coffee for the morning, so Now I'm just waking up... Ughh my body hurts so bad, from working out the other day, it goes to show I havent been to the gym in a while... but its alright, I think im going to start going more and more...  I just cant wait til spring so I can start running, this weather has been so wacky, lately... It was 45 yesterday today its like 12 degrees its so unfair... I hate the cold arctic air we have to deal with... ughhh... what else is new... hrmm lets see, oh yeah I dont know if I originally posted this in the past one, but I went to the Record store the other day, I picked up 2 new cds first, The new Kanye West CD... entitled "The College Dropout" I have one word for this CD.... WOW!! Kanye really puts his heart into this CD... I cant stop listening to it... he's an amazing producer, and just as skillfull behind the MIC... He really put together one amazing CD... not only are the Skits funny, but the heart of the CD... is just spectacular, It is one CD I must honestly give 2 thumbs up... And Normally I'm not a huge huge rap fan, but I really dig this guy... the other CD is an older CD, it is JAY-Z : The Life and Times of Shawn Carter: Volume 3. I love this CD, I used to have it a long time ago, but i lent it to an old friend in high school and I never got it back unfortunately... So i went out and picked that up too, for under 30 bucks I got a shit load of good tunes so I'm happy... So If you're looking for a good new CD pick up Kanye West, you wont be sorry... ok back to the other stuff... Umm... ohh yeah I'm pissed I had 15 bucks in my pocket, and I lost it... I cant find it, oh well its not that big of a deal... and it normally turns up... LoL... anyways, things at home have been well, everyones going about their normal lives... My folks are still looking for a new house in Fla. I need to start looking for something for myself soon... or I'm going to be in trouble, but I know my folks bluff a lot, about moving, and never do anything... so we will see... so anyways this week will be an interesting one, like i believe i mentioned earlier, tuesday I have to go to newburgh to look at a computer, and then thursday, I have to go to the doctor, to get a prognosis on my foot, I have a skin problem on my feet, that may require a small amount of surgery be performed... (I'm soo excited about that one) so we will see what happens with that... I hope they arent going to kill me because I dont want to be out of work for any amount of time... I like it here, and I hate to put anyone under stress of having to work an extra day... but we'll see... they said if I need surgery at most i'll be off my feet for a day or two... but thats too long for me, I will bring crutches in, I don't care... think I'm kidding, I'm not... so anyways... what else is new and interesting... not too much really Chrystal sent me an email, she's home for a day for the weekend... and next time she'll be back is the 2nd for MEST!! whoohoo cant wait for that one! soooo... what else is new... hrmmm... work is still going by slow, so... hopefully it stays that way... it's almost 11 so we got about 4 hours til we get to go home... thats nice... I cant wait... We're going to see "50 first dates tonight" so I'll post how that is tommarow night, or tuesday... prolly not tommarow, cuz monday I have a lot going on after work so, we'll see... anyways... Talk to you all soon... I'm going to get going.... hope everyone had a happy Valentines day!! LaTeRz


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Posted at 01:51 pm by FinDingEmo
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Feb 13, 2004
Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Well My Birthday is here last night, I went out at 12:00am, and hit up walmart... I grabbed a 6 pack of beer and headed to the checkout counter, and the lady looked at me and was like "u got ID" and I pleasantly responded Yep! She kinda looked at me funny, and just gave me my beer, I headed home, and my and my bro popped back a couple, it was fun... then I passed out... I was so tired last night it was funny... Anyways, Today, the day was pretty basic, I went to the Gym with my Bro, and we killed ourselves I benched a lot more than I thought I could, so that made me happy... anyways, we went to dinner tonight, and I went to the bar, with my Dad, he grabbed a beer and so did I, The guy kinda loooked at my liscence a lil funny, ohh yeah... I finally got my new liscence today, I was awfully happy about that... I look funny in the picture, but ohh well... At least it doesnt say "Under 21" anymore... hahha... So anyways, while driving around to find a parking spot at the restaurant My brother runs up to me, and says "Happy Birthday, and hands me a 1 Litre Bottle of "HPNOTIQ", I was like holy cow, how did u get this?? and he was like I just did... lol so Me and my girlfriend took a LIL sip in the car to give it a taste, its good... I dont know how my brother got it, he's only 17 but he did... hes a lunatic... So anyways, that was really nice of him, he said it was awfully expensive, but it was madd nice of him... LoL!! anyways that was awsome, It's in my room right now, sitting there, I also brought the bottle of EVERCLEAR in. Thats hidden, I dont want anyone getting their hands on it, lol, anyways... what else is new... Back to work tommarow, but I dont mind, It's saturday and slow, so needless to say my birthday was gr8! I had an awsome time and I'm very happy!!! I wish Brynne, had acknowledged it was my birthday, but She hasnt. I dont think she even wants to talk to me, I'm not going to mention how much it eats me up inside, but It does...  Anyways what else is new... ohh yeah my dad learned about my new Tat! lol... He didnt care about... hes funny. My Linux Cap showed up today, I'm happy about that. My girlfriends mom gave me this awsome spongebob shirt, It's really cute, I will wear it this week sometime... lol... So today was really a good day, MY DAY... lol out of 365 days a year I had a good day... I got paid today, I got my New Liscence today, I got My linux cap today, I got some nice presents today... So it was a good day... Im lovin it, tommarows Valentines day, Now I give presents, lol!! well ya know what... I should really get going... It is going to be tough to wake up in the morning with the liquor in my blood... now i gotta find a lil jaegermeister then i will be set!! Well I gotta run, its been A great day! Ill write more tommarow when i get to work until then Adieu!

   Matt®

Posted at 02:34 am by FinDingEmo
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Feb 12, 2004
LeSs ThaN 24 Hours to go!!!

Okay, So My Illegalness ends in less than 24 hours, then I can legally Drink!! YAY and I'm 21 too which makes me another year older, now I guess I'm a true adult... anyway So, I guess i shall delve into my day... here goes... Today was Hectic, work was crazy cuz not only did we continually get slammed with stupid issues all day, the BIG BOSS Came in today, so we were all sort of on our toes for a good 2 hours... I didnt even wanna go to lunch for fear he may say I was gone too long (Not that hes a jerk or anything, hes actually quite nice once u talk to him, its just I get a lil uptight around authority figures) anyways... So work was crazy, we finally ate lunch... once he left lol, then before I could say "Is it 3:30 yet?" it was 3:30... So now it's my friday whoohoo lol... So I went to my girlfriends house last night/this night, and we basically slept all day... it was nice and relaxing, Then I headed home I stopped at the gas station for a soda, and then Got home...  I ran upstairs and popped on SOCOM... I've been playing since i got in... and that was at like 10:20pm... now it is... 03:00am so It's been a lot of time... lol... So anyways... remember how i mentioned i was wondering where my liscence was... well i called the DMV, and they said cuz its my 21st birthday they mail it out the day before cuz the drinking laws and stuff... So thats cool, as long as its here... hrmm, so what else is new... I did some valentines day shopping yesterday... and got more to do either tommarow or friday... I would like to get my g/f some jewlery, but its just so expensive and im trying to save just a lil bit... but her b-day will be here in a couple months so we will see... My Tattoo is healing nicely, its been itching a lil bit... but ill live... ohhh yeah my buddy at worked hooked my up with a fifth of that everclear The Grain alcohol, hes like "smell it" it smells like rubbing alcohol, i smelled it and almost got high just smelling it, its 190 PROOF!! anyways yeah so that was nice of him to hook me up like that, It's in my trunk i dont know when i will pop that open...lol anyways... So I've been thinking how nice it is, that Brynne musta forgotten all about me... I mean hell even one of my old friends who i havent talked to in forever emailed me and said happy birthday, Brynne hasnt even sent me an email, or an IM for that matter, I'm really beginning to think less and less of her, oh well i guess when someones whipped in a relationship they're whipped... Whatever... So anyways my folks sorta found a house, and now if they end up liking it, like they hope they do, they may put a binder on it, and that will mean my ass is out the door in june... which i dont really want that to happen but ughhh... thats life... I got another Job offer today, but its for old stuff that I used to do at IBM and its a lot less money so im like screw that... I'm kinda out of it, i think im beginning to get overtired and I need to get some sleep but i dont know... I cant wait til my b-day comes... lol i know ive said that enough, I just think its gonna be fun to maybe go to the bar and do the bar scene for a lil bit maybe meet a few people or something ya know... get out and socialize a lil bit more... i dunno... Well... I think its time for me to hit the sac, i got to make some phone calls in the morning so i need to be up for that, good night/morning
   MAtt®

Posted at 06:16 am by FinDingEmo
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Feb 9, 2004
...NuMb...

Well today's monday, just another manic monday... what a weird day its been, I woke up today so tired, but I got moving pretty fast got here to work, and got slammed with a million things the minute I walked in, however that's typical of a monday. So I got those issues put behind me, and then I had to get down on my hands and knees and run cable, oh joy, I got absolutely disgusting... the floors arent the cleanest here, so I took care of that... and by then it was lunch time, Lunch time came and gone and I'm still here... My tattoo seems to be healing beautifully... It's getting all like ugly now... and before I know it it should be looking great, like when he first did it... I can't wait... so anyways what else is new ahh yeah 4 more days til my birthday!!! wHOO Hoo!! I can't wait, my buddy's getting me a bottle of everclear (grain alcohol) for my birthday... lol, hopefully I don't die from it! I can drink tequila but not that... lol I'll try a lil lol! (evil grin...) So anyways, what else is new, nothing really its basically just been the same things I've been experiencing the past few weeks/days that really hasnt changed, hopefully soon, maybe if I start hitting a few bars with some friends, I'll meet some interesting people and have a lil more fun... theres so much on my mind, I really wanna buy this motorcycle but my rents keep talk of moving and if that happens my chances of a bike are going down cuz I will need to afford a place... plus my girl keeps nagging me about it and I'm just ready to explode when she goes and starts rambling... when she starts she doesnt shut up and granted I love the girl but I just wanna drive to the nearest donut shop and stuff a donut in her face when she starts... she's quiet when shes enjoying a donut or eating something lol... I love her though... its just sometimes I dont know how much more I can deal with... ahhh whatever, anyways theres not much to write about today, just a plain day, its a lil warmer than yesterday (40's) so hopefully it will be getting warmer ahhh tommorow should be a good day maybe I'll have more to write, until then, I'm getting outt of here... talk to u later
   MaTt®

So, I'm doing an addition to my Blog, why u ask, I have some more to write about, well I came home quick after work, and got changed and on my way out I saw a car stalled on the road, and someone pushing it, and the car looked an awful lot like my brothers, so I looked at the liscence plate and sure enough it was his, so I pulled over and ran up and asked him what happened, he said his car just died in the street, so I was like shit, alright let me help u out... I Gave him a hand pushing it to the side of the road, and popped the hood, everything looked ok under the hood as in battery and what not, so I popped behind the wheel and tried starting it... it kept trying to turn over but didnt catch so finally I gave it one more shot and Boom it started whoo hoo... so he took it to my moms job and apparently it did it again but luckily he was able to get it started again... Anywayz... Me and My girlfriend decide to go out that evening, and We're sitting there eating dinner and all of a sudden she gets a call on her Cell, its my mom, she needed to talk to me, So I grab the phone and she says how she took my laptop to work with her today to look over some stuff during lunch and seemed to have screwed it up with the network connections, So i was a lil pissed but I got over it after sorta yelling at her (which i felt kinda bad about afterwords) and I said I would fix it when I got home... SO i fixed it, and popped online, Guess who sends me a happy birthday email!?? Shannon, My long lost ex-girlfriend whose out in the army and hasnt been heard from, in at least 6 months... Shannons all married and shit now, and shes got the kid on the way, Wow, its amazing how times change, but It was so nice to see an email from her, it was like a real nice birthday present... I was so happy to finally see some sort of "hello" from her... Made me really happy, made my day actually!... So anyways, what else, oh yeah so my mom came down stairs to see if i fixed the issue with the computer, and as she was walking upstairs I like motioned for her to come over, and I was like "I went to the tatttoo shop..." and she was like "did u get it done" and I was like yup... so I showed her, and she was like "wow why so big?? lol" and i was just like it aint that big... but i guess it might be... lolol but she took it like a trooper and got over it... and then she started asking me about moving out this and that, and I guess I'm ready to do it, it's just gonna be a long road... lol... well anyways... now its 11:30pmEST and I'm tired, I got home a lot later than planned tonight, so now I gotta hit the SAC... No SOCOM Tonight, but tommarow night It's on... So Lock and Load... and be prepared!! LoL I gotta Bounce Ohhh What a beautiful night... ohh ohh ohh one more thing, I got a nice birthday card from my Grandparents with a lil spending money in it, that was well appreciated... I will call em tommarow to thank em =) I like money!!! YAY!!! Few more days to go.... 21 is slowly approaching!!! until tommarow Adieu and Boa Noite (sp?)

   MaTT®

Posted at 04:57 pm by FinDingEmo
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Feb 8, 2004
GoT iNk??

Coffee is good. It's just the thing to get me moving in the morning... So where to begin, well yesterday as u know, I said I was going to the tattoo shop, well, after getting lost 3 times in the middle of Kingston (home of Coheed and Cambria) We found wall street and the tattoo shop... So I pulled over and walked into the shop, we were greeted by Brian aka Smitty (who was my artist) I showed him my intentions, and asked him what it was all going to cost, I wanted to get my back touched up and add a glow around it, and he said, "your back is scarred who did this tat" so I told him, who, and what shop, and he was like hes brutal, hes such an ass, and hes got an ego, i totally agreed with him, and he went and got me a price on the tat... to do all the work, was going to be 160... so i was like ohh ok... ( a little more than we bargained on) so after some thinking I said screw the back, what will that cost me, to do just the hatchet man, he told me 140, that was reasonable, so... he rang me up, and I had to use the bathroom (I was drinkin gatorade like a feind, cuz I was nervous, dont ask why, I just was! LoL) So I headed to the Bathroom, and walked out and my artist was sitting at his booth, and he told me I could take a seat, I sat down, and he shaved the spot where I was getting the work done (inside of the calf muscle) then he did the template transfer thing, I checked to see that it was good, and he began, I was so nervous, it had been a long time since I had been tattoo'd (over a year) and he put the needle to my skin, and started "inkin me up" lol... So, He went through with it, and every now and again a couple of the other artists customers came along, and we're looking and some of the artists friends took a look and I got some complements on it, he did an awomse job, its all black but has a light blue glow/outline around it, it looks SICK! as for pain on a level of 1-10 1 being least 10 being most... I'd give it a 3 I was laughing cuz it tickled, lol... now it just feels raw, and it's going through its usual healing phases and what not. I cant wait til it is all healed up it's going to look so sick! I cant wait! So,  lets see what else happened, ahh after that we headed home, and we stopped at bugaboo creek to eat, however it was a 50 minute wait for a 2 person party, so I was like screw that... so we went to ruby tuesdays in fishkill, and then we went back to her house, and fell asleep... I slept there til like 3:30, and then headed home... I got home and t bed around 4:00am... I slept for a good 2 hours more and then got up and headed to work... My leg just feels like I got road rash or something... it will be healed in a couple weeks fully... So anyways what else is new, today has been busy and slow, I actually started writing this Blog around 10:20 and here it is 11:45am so theres been a lot of bumps in the road. lol... Hopefully tonight I will get a lil SOCOM Action in, and have some fun with that, My folks havent seen my tat yet, nor do they know i've gotten it yet... lololol! they're ok with it I think, I mean hell I'm 21 years old for god sakes I can do what I want I was 19 when i got my first one so, I'm pretty much a lot older so... I'm still kinda torn as to whether or not I'm going to be able to afford this motorcycle or not with the possibility of moving in the near future... It's gonna be weird knowing everyones far away, I mean my brother's gonna be in the air force and my folks in Florida and me stuck here so it will be weird but we'll see... I guess... takin 1 day at a time for now...,, We'll see what happens life works in funny ways... so theres like 5 days til my B-day I cant wait!! My new Liscence should be in the mail any day now... I hope it arrives soon, I'm kinda nervous as to where it is... It's been well over 2 weeks now since I applied for it and everything ahh well no one got he mail yesterday so it should be here by monday/tuesday... so anyways... Works almost over another 3 hours or so then I'm heading home... Tuesday I may have my hands full with going to Newburgh to check out that computer, but besides that, and friday its gonna be a boring week... I cant wait til friday, PARTY TIME I might hit the club up sat night. just to pick up some chicks me and tom are gonna go out like in 2 weeks to this bar and pick up some cute asian girls (I got a thing for asian girls I dont know why, they are just hella cute! lol) well... I think I've rambled enought today, I'm outtie, Peace everyone MAKE A COMMENT TAG up the Tag Board!!! Holla @ ur Boy!

      MaTt®

Posted at 03:11 pm by FinDingEmo
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