So, Today i got woken up around 6:40 from Eric Papa, at work... he was like "Dude, wake up u got 15 minutes to gather ur senses, I got you a cup of coffee to help u get up" So, he sets the cup of coffee on the table in the barely lit conference room... and all I can say is... Dude, you're a lifesaver!!! thank you so much! So I stumbled out of the conference room, I must say, I got literally maybe 20minutes to an hours worth of decent sleep last night, so... I was needless to say very friggen tired, so i stumbled out into the Brightly lit command center, and Eric Peterson looks at me and is just like "did u even sleep" to which i reply "nope" So i sat down into my chair, and i was just trying to keep my eyes open... so i popped open my coffee, to which i realized was black and i was just like "wow, he read my mind" Black coffee was exactly what i needed, so i gulped that down real fast and sat down and then my team came in, and we received our turnover and what not then after about a half hour of sitting there we went down for breakfast. I got an omelet(sp?) it was good, had cheese and onions and peppers and tomatoes and stuff in it, it was great, and it came with a cup of coffee and toast for like 3 bucks, so i was like u cant beat that, so i went back upstairs and started my day, we began to get slammed on all kinds of big serious issues, that i was getting pushed over to me, so i was like already exhausted from that, plus i was just so yucky, i needed a shower so it was putting me in a rather bad mood but what can i say... So, then lunch time came and went, that was good, cuz we were getting on the otherside of that clock, almost 3:30... It was warmer than usual today, it was quite nice... it was like in the 40s today it was nice... so finally 3:00pm rolled around... and it was home stretch, i knew by then i was just getting a lil tired and agitated, so before i knew it, it was 3:30 and we were out the door... Ahhh time to go home... I'm lovin it... so I headed home, and took a shower, a badly needed shower too... lol, i showered and cleaned up nice, and went to my girl's house, and we went to wendy's and got some food, I got chili, she got a chicken sandwhich, then, we went home, and I just passed out on her floor... I just actually got home, around 11:00pm... and have been upstairs playin SOCOM 2... Ohh yeah and my Linux Lanyards came...  YAY!! =) They're nice my brother found em at the front door, as he came in from work... so I was happy they finally came... hrmmm what else happened today... not too much, the day was kind of a blur... ok... enough of my day... just a few thoughts...

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 I was reading the paper today, and read about that 11yr Old girl in Fl. who got kidnapped, thats horrible, I really hope they find the poor girl, and give the bastard who grabbed her the Death Penalty... Some people in this world are really really messed up... what ever happened to normal people, I mean granted im not the most normal individual in the world, but Honestly, im not going to go out and grab some lil kid... some people just Piss me off, and then this whole Janet Jackson, crap, what a moron, jeez, shes trying to keep up with michael i think... ughhh the lows some people go to, just to make a buck... ohh well, just more crap for the masses to see on TV... anyways... theres like 8 days til my Birthday...  woo hoo!!! lolol well... I think im going to get going now... I am going to get some sleep... i am a lil bit tired... Good night Adios peace love and happiness to all...

MaTt®

OK, So I am sleeping here tonight... I am already rediculously tired... i have been here a total of 16hrs and counting and i have to be here again at 07:00... so i am going to find a hole and curl up in a ball and sleep... I'm so tired, ok, so anyways Me and Tom, we went to Starbucks, there were some lil cuties there, Tom's cool, hes hilarious, sometimes i think im gonna crash my car, cuz he makes me laugh so hard lolol, anyways ya so starbucks was good, first time i went to the starbucks, its in PK right next to the plant, and it says inside, Welcome IBM Poughkeepsie, I think that was cool... a lil recognition for us hehehe! lol well im outta here, just wanted to blog the last 20 minutes of my day Im Out! PeeCe!
   MAtt®

Today's tuesday, its cold, and snowy, again... the days seem to be getting colder, will spring ever come... I go out to my car and my hands get numb in the 30 seconds im outside, Like ive said before all it does is fricken snow... lalala... anyways, I'm working a double shift today, im going to be hurting in the morning thats for sure...  ohh well i did it last week too, its a routine thing for me.... i should just try and work the whole thing and then work again in the morning, haha... tommorows my friday (the day before my two days off) so it will be nice... anyways what else is new... work was slow, today, spent a lot of time just sittin here waiting, and thinking and waiting, this is nice when it is dead here, it gives me a lot of time to think... think about the things i never think about anymore... think about the past, the present, the future... Think about how things coulda been if things were done differently... ohhh how i wish i could turn back the hands of time... sometimes at least... but life is funny in that way.... fate happens in the weirdest ways, some times some things are meant to be sometimes fate just puts you on hold... i try not to give up on certain possibilities but sometimes things look so bleek i try and keep hope for the things i want so much for myself, but like i said fate will guide me in whatever direction it has for me.... ohhhhhhh.... so anyways here i sit at work, its not bad here, the guys on 2nd shift are cool... were getting ready to order some food im starving!! the snow continues to fall, ahh at least im getting paid to hang out with cool people in a sense, and i dont have to shovel snow, lolol.... it's good to work OT... nice amount of extra dough next week which will be very nice... the springs coming... I know this cuz my b-day is almost here, plus... it gets lighter earlier in the day... and darker later WHOO HOO!! I cant wait til spring time... no more snow, no more salt, no more ice, or anything.... just warmth me and my rocket, whoo yeah! so anyways today i went out for lunch and i was listening to my new rufio CD when all of a sudden i said, i want to hear "Road to Recovery" on the old Rufio CD... So i popped it in. and began listening to it... MAN that is prolly the best song i have ever heard... THose guys Kick so much ASS its unreal i will post the lyrics below when im done writing my book... LoL... So today my girlfriend IM's me while im at work, and shes like bitchin about her computer not working, so of course not only does she vent to me, I've gotta walk her through the issue... so, She's sitting there and she literally wont SHUT UP!!! so finally she gets done and i tell her how to resolve her little problem, and shes like oh... thats not so bad... now is it... lolol!! some people get so crazy when it comes to a computer but the truth is, theres nothing to worry about... most issues are pretty easy to be resolved... ahhh i dont know.... yay we're ordering food yay for food food is good... im a tired lil Geek.... ooohh my LINUX Lanyards are coming... they should be here in a few days i cant wait whoo hoo!!! yayayayay!lol im, a lunatic... lol So Chrystal's leaving me for NYC... shes leaving =( but she'll be back in march for the concert yyayayayyay! lol lolol ::Looks over at the clock... 17:00...:: 5 1/2 more hours to go...  now its raining out... next it will be snowing, then raining... typical for NY i guess... fricken weather sucks... so anyways... I think either this weekend or next weekend im getting tattood again... I want a saying on my back to go with my Star but i cant think of a good saying... im crazy...  i know... lol... So the kid next to me i work with is hooking me up with a CD wityh a shit load of bands im psyched! whoo hooo.... lol. ok so yea... I just ate, i feel like a blimp but im full, so its ok i guess... ill be set for the night and i will sleep through the evening here, only to wake up here, to have to come back here... in case u forgot... here is work... lol!!! whattaya gonna do.... do they consider this to be dedication?? i hope so they better not ever say, u dont throw ur hat into the mix ever, cuz ill tell em where to shove it real fast hahaha... nahh everyones good people here... I just get all crazy with all this over time... anyways i think about to get off of here and go... sit and watch myself get fat or something lol... im so bored... BTW heres the Lyrics, Like em, or FORGET U!



RUFIO - Road to Recovery

He never thought someone would come along, and show him the feelings he's always dreamed of. She didn't plan on falling in love, upset the balance she's wanted so long. This road to recovery, has taken all i have. It seems hard as i try, to succumb once again, again. Well he lost control and gave up his heart, to follow the girl that he's always dreamed of. She pulled away so scared of a love, that might have been more than she had planned on. This road to recovery, has taken all i have. It seems hard as i try, to succumb once again, again. Well love's a bitch, relationships end. What happens now when that person's gone? The one who you thought you could always count on. You fall in love and they fall out. Love is a bitch, all relationships end. How do i let go of a love that meant so much to me? How do i go on when you're part of me? I'm dying inside each time i see you. Don't lose sight of me cuz you're all I see. You're still all I see. This road to recovery has taken all I have. This road to recovery has taken all I have, taken all I have.

Today's just another day, nothing really special to talk about so far, nothing life changing or interesting either, the big thing around the office is obviously the superbowl, whoo hoo patriots won (like i could care less.) besides that the day seems to be going by awfully slow, I'm hungry, and tired, but the rock station is on so thats keeping me awake lol! we've been a lil busy cuz the mydoom virus is running rampant through peoples computers through out the US, so its creating mail backlog on a lot of the servers, so we've been busy but its seemed to have quieted down around lunch time at least for now... So anyways, I'm looking for people to join my Clan on Socom NS2 anyone?? lol... I found a new song i Like today... Trapt-Echo i think is the name of the song... i heard it on WRRV im likin it... plus with my usual plethora of CD's in my car i just may have to add anotherone to the bunch... lol... plus chrystal will be hookin me up, with some new stuff, which is what i have to do also, shes goin away soon, but ill see her again in March for MEST! =) so that will be fun... there are officially 11 days left til my B-day, and counting then its party time for the big 2-1 !! lol cant wait, i hope i get some money cuz i need some more... lolol well im outta here, got work to get done. Laterz
      Matt

So I changed my name, Snooping Eyez could blow my cover, and im trying to remain Covert hehe... SO anyways, not much is new other than the name change U-phorik is now dead, at least on this Blog... so anyways Whats new, Nothing really we are expecting more snow in a couple days, oh I cant wait... (sarcasm) anyways, So works going well im here now, nothing much to report the usual stuff, now i gotta transfer this name to the people i care, to see this, i gotta finish working, ill be back later
   matt